Illarya

E capisci di essere nuovamente solo. Ma sei sempre stato tale. Hai vissuto un'illusione, ora svanita. Tutto ciò che possiedi è te stesso, devi tenerlo bene a mente… - read it somewhere here deviantart (https://www.deviantart.com/deviantart)... can't remember who wrote it...

Even if I'd try to kill, these feelings, maybe with a poison pill, there'd still be this sentiment, below my cracking firmament. Honstely, I'd like to smoke some weed but it's really not that cheap. so I rather drink champagne though it won't ease the pain.. 3rd full day of booze, still so heavily confused... 7th full day of not being able to eat while thinkin'.. thinkin' of you. Will there be a salvation, tell me, an end of this domination? Palpably, one single glance would give us the imploring chance.. Not really "impressing" (and not even finished), yeah, but gotta write this down.. it's at least from my really heart..

well ... think I should NOT have pierced my ears (by myself!) again after 5 years of not wearing any earrings ... looks good, but it's the worst thing for my purse I've ever done :D ... 3 pairs of earrings in not even 1 week .. puh. More to come, I guess *_°